No, wait... It feels like dying a lot.

Last night, my 9 month old Acer notebook died.

Early examination reveals that the harddisc may be damaged beyond repair.

...

I haven't backed up my data since getting the new notebook (I never seem to have enough spare cash for another spare harddisc), and now it seems that OVER A YEAR'S worth of artwork, photographs, and data may be forever lost to me, and I have no idea why.

It feels like a piece of me is missing, and I'll never get it back.

I haven't posted much in the way of new art in recent times, but I've been working on it, and had accumulated some of my best work yet, but chances are, it's all irradicated.

I don't know what to do.

All options so far available to me involve wiping the memory, but I can't do that, I absolutely CAN'T.

I wish I could awake from this nightmare, and find it all to be a dream, but it's not.

It hurts.

It hurts.

RM.